Every person has a cultural background and every cultural background
influences a person. No matter the conditions of ones upbringing,
they were culturally impacted. When I look at my own cultural
upbringing, I tend to shy away from the word “cultural” and just
claim that I had an upbringing. You see, unlike some, my childhood
lacked cultural identity and was a simple upbringing. Yet, in that
statement alone, I betray myself and my own ethnocentrism, not to the
extent that I believe my culture to be better than another's
(Northouse, 2010) but that I assume my culture is the norm. As a
result, this exercise in defining my own ethnic heritage, cultural
background and leadership influences reveals my lack of culture.
Yet, as I study I find myself convinced that my lack of culture is my
culture in itself: “white,” middle class American.
Delving into the
depths of my heritage, I have discovered that the surnames which
brought me forth can be traced to British origins. In this, one
might assume my ability to grasp the early Scottish origins of
Andrews (Bardsley & Bardsley, 1901) or the monastic origins of
Prior (Bardsley & Bardsely, 1901), but neither played a role in
my heritage apart from childhood fantasies of being related to Mary
Poppins and current chuckles behind my chosen career path in relation
to the origins of my name. Similarly, the knowledge of Blackfoot and
Cherokee influences (however small they might be) have done little to
influence my cultural background. I believe that these insights are
telling of my ethnically “vanilla” heritage, which is a greater
implication of “white,” middle class America to loosely hold onto
that which ethnically defines and instead claim their current role,
geographical location and situation as a “non-culture.”
In regards to my
cultural background, a very similar tale can be told only with a
strong Judeo-Christian influence. Culturally, I am able to trace a
Christian faith and beliefs back many generations (technically to the
middle ages and the founding of Benedictine monasticism (Benedict,
1952)). As such, I have a rich cultural background in Christianity,
and the central beliefs of protestant beliefs. Paternally, I have a
Lutheran background while I have a Baptist background maternally.
Both have shaped my personal belief system, holidays and daily
habits. Even though my culture is Christian, this is still connected
to my “white,” middle class American claims as the majority of
Americans claim to hold similar beliefs (Pew Research Center, 2007).
The leadership
influences in my life are closely related to my ethnic heritage and
cultural background, perhaps more than anything. Specifically, my
Judeo-Christian beliefs have influenced my understanding of women in
Church leadership and a man's role in the home. These views have
been influenced by the specific text of the Bible and my background
and heritage have reinforced their understanding and interpretation.
The leadership
influences of my life have greatly reflected my heritage and culture.
Within my Christian upbringing, there were also rural America
influences. Combined, these bring about a distinct patriarchal
leadership structure that has been evident from my teachers to my
pastors. Having this structure in place, which was affirmed within
my family structure, I too hold to a patriarchal leadership style
within my own family. Beyond my family, our Church also holds to
this style, which we affirm and are minimally part of as Sunday
School teachers. I see this style as an indicator of my “white,”
middle class American culture, especially when looking at the
conservative rural communities.
As I conclude my
autobiographical assessment, I find that I still must pause in order
to see that my lack of culture is a culture in itself. Again, my own
ethnocentrism shows me that being “white,” from a middle class
family and an American has shaped me by removing the focus from my
heritage and background and pointed the focus on my current situation
and circumstance. My lack of cultural upbringing was an example of
cultural upbringing.
References
Bardsley, C., & Bardsley, A. (1901). A dictionary of english
and welsh surnames, by c.w. bardsley. London: Henry Frowde.
McCann, J. (1952). The rule of Saint Benedict. London: Burns
and Oates.
Northouse, P. G. (2010). Leadership: theory and practice (5.
ed.). London: Sage.
Religious Composition of the U.S.. (n.d.).
affiliations-all-traditions-us. Retrieved October 29, 2011,
from religions.pewforum.org/pdf/affiliations-all-traditions.pdf
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